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Poetry By Bipolarkelli check her youtube channel Bipolarkelli I Am I am bipolar happy and sad I wonder how my brain got this messed up I hear my voice asking myself why did u just do that I see me being me without the madness I want to help others be aware of bipolar I am bipolar happy and sad I pretend that i am fine I feel like just screaming why me I touch my heart sometimes because i wonder if i am still alive I worry that i will just give up one day I cry way to often I am bipolar happy and sad I understand that I cant control my illness I say one day I will have this under control I dream to be an advocate to help others recogonize bipolar I try to be positive I hope for a cure I am bipolar happy and sad Darkness Dark second Dark minute Dark hour Dark day Dark week Dark month Dark Dark Dark I cannot hide from the darkness it is inside me I cannot run from this darkness It will break me i swear Dark Dark Dark In my black hole is where I drown Drowning in my own darkness No light No care No fight No hope I drown Racing Thoughts My thoughts r-a-c-e at immense s-p-e-e-d I would like to listen to them individually But they push and shove like bargain shoppers. Inside of Me Laughing, smiling is what u see but Frowning and crying is what is inside me Streams of tears drip down my heart for i dont want the world to see what is inside of me....